It's only the third week of school but already im feeling extremely exhausted. There's just so many things to do every week. Labs, tutorials, online tutorials, assignments, pop quizzes, you name it. I thought ive managed them pretty well but im so wrong. It has came to a point when i totally lose it, and feel helplessly helpless. There's this feeling burdening me, but it's just so hard to explain how it comes about.

Sometimes i wonder why i choose such a torturous route. And after all that thinking, i just dont know what im doing.

I need a motivation, an inspiration, to keep myself going.

Where? How? When?