smelly fat smelly!

Friends around me would know that I'm madly in love with my hamsters cos' I keep forcing them to look at the pictures of my dear hamsters that I've snapped using the laopok LG phone. Now that I have all the free time in the world (not for long though ): starting work tomorrow!! gasped!!!), I shall post up pictures of my hamster-Smelly (Yes, smelly is the name) here! And they are all taken using a good old proper camera! It's hard to take photos of Smelly though, she's really fast and agile, even with all those fats.

Out of boredom, I read my past blog entries, and it surprised me to see that most of the time, I was usually very tired from mugging. Well, I know mugging is tiring physically, but why am I that mentally drained. I guess I do put my heart and soul into it. Too much that I'm missing out, big time. No CCA, no SEP, no hippy nightlife (maybe there's this party side in me) etc etc. But I'm not going to whine too much here, cos' at the very least, I get decent grades.

The point is, I shall strive to make my dear life a tad more interesting.

1) More holidaying! More road trips! Helllooooo Europe! I'll come for you. SOON!

2) Sports. Might as well, since I'm low on blood pressure, better do some sports. Swimming and tennis!

3) Enjoy working life to the fullest. That sounds pretty muggish, but hell yes, I'm going to do it!

4) Embark on a good business plan! *waves at eejun.

Shan't be ambitious so that's all for now. But do them, I will!!!

Went to sign the contract today. Deal sealed. No room for incessant worrying. But still, I cannot help but worry here and there. Worry that I'll screw up again, like my internship. Worry that I cannot get used to the environment. Worry this. Worry that. Argh! I'm so sick of myself!!!

Please Xinling! Just relax, enjoy and everything will be fine! I think I have done enough worrying for these 4 years, or in fact, my whole blardy life. From today onwards, I ought to reward myself by stop being so paranoid and worry unduly.

Target set. Gogogo!

I want to smile! and keep smiling!

YAYS! After going through gazillions of interviews, I finally got myself a job!! I'm so happy, cos' it's something I wanted, and the pay is decent! While I'm not too excited about the everyday 8 to 5 working hours, the thought of rotting at home unemployed makes me contented.

I'm really happy now cos' it has been a long depressing period. The rejection calls, and not to mention while I was in Aussie, I felt so angry with myself when I couldn't attend the jobsconnect career fair. But all those rejection trainings definitely paid off. When I think back, my interview skills really suck.

New beginning, new hope!

Till then, I shall enjoy and play!!!